Even before I met my new soul brother, Paul Levy, and resonated with
his idea that all of this is a dream, since I've been dreaming and
keeping a dream journal forever, I've felt for a long time that
looking at the Book of the Law as a dream is very beneficial. In
dream work, a lot of us look at each others dreams, as "If this were
my dream..."

For me looking at Aleister Crowley's mystical experience with Aiwass
this way is very beneficial. For me the shift is looking at the Book
of the Law more symbollically, and less literally. This way I am not
looking for some secret knowledge that I dupe myself to think is
hidden from me, rather I look at how Liber AL provokes me, triggers me
emotionally, like a dream and that these secrets are always within me.

Anyone else ever though similarly?

Peace and Love,
Fr Sabaechit
Sunwolf
Ron Adams

I had the most wonderous NU Moon ceremony. I got inspired by Walt's dream of the circle of 11 stones, so I made that circle for my altar and I also called upon Iormungandr (I had the image of the infinity symbol, the oroboros snake eating his own tail).

I chose the deities Ra Herakety and Kwan Yin, the male aspect of force and no compassion and the femine energy of healing and compassion. I took the throne of Geburah for this 11 * year.

I opened up the 31st Aethyr (my new idea of this earth plane being also an aethyr, or dream) and set my intent on breaking the head of the cultural trance, etnering the dream both awake and asleep. I asked my guides to reveal the truth of this dream, my soul n'aton.

I watched my astral body spiral out of the top of my head (awesome) as I went to the Moon base temple. There I saw people dancing around. I heard a voice: "What shall we sacrifice in this year of the Ox? Sacrificenaught,least ye be sacrificed."

I proclaimed loudly in the Moon Base Temple: "I AM here in this temple to let go of what "I NEED," never to come from that cultural trance again, and I embrace what "I HAVE," the strength and support here in this Moon Base Temple of Desire."

All the fragrances, lights, music, sensations swirled around me, as I felt something, a presence, ancient/out of time, loom near me. It felt like heat on the right side of my face, and coldness of space on my left side, it smelled like wood from a new monopoly game. I sat in this essence, to embrace its spirit. It is done!

I heard a voice deep within me, "I am from a land where time is
begotten..."I honored the runes, Fehu and Uruz, by drawing the Bind rune of the two combined, like Uruz with the feather part of Fehu on one side.

I honored my dream and inspiration by creating a bind rune from the two runes that I intuited to use for Kether, Inguz and Dagaz. It looks like a small square inside block 8 shape of Inguz. It was interesting honoring Kether as I opened the 31st Aeythr in Malkuth, honoring the day and night of Dagaz, and the phallic and womb energy of Ingwaz.

During my ceremony I was overcome with intense sexual energy, so I did
some sacred masturbation, which was more intense than anything I've done outside of ritual.

It really loosened up everything, as I began to feel I was in the dream. Loosening the boundaries of my soul. The two bindrunes are still on my altar.

All in all a very good start for this year's 11 *.

Interesting concept of embracing strength and empowerment by letting go of my attempts to worry about how the dream manifest.
--
Namaste,
Ron Adams

"I brake for moonbeams"
http://www.angelfire.com/zine2/majik/IkarisTimeShare.html

Nema's vid is up on BlackMoon:
http://www.blackmoon7.com/initiates/nema/vidNema_intro.html

My computer is slow, but what I've been able to see and hear so far is impressive. It comes to life to hear you read it Nema. Thanks for sharing this. It is very timely.

This turned out to be a hot topic on my cyber-lodge group.

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A friend and new associate over at our yahoo egroup FutureThelema brought up the notion of a magick motto. I realize that I have never had one, actually.

Do any others here use a magick motto? Would you like to share?
My friend said that one ought to realize the power of a magickal motto and
be sure what one wishes to use, because there is power in it. Do any of
your feel this is true? Is a magick motto something one could share with
other members of magick groups, cyber lodges such as this?

Any thoughts and comments would be helpful.

I remembered later, after I posted this in another group, that I had used a past motto used as sig: Cuetlachtonameyoa ~Wolf that Shimmers~ "I am the flame that burns in every heart of man, and in the core of every star."

--
Namaste,
Ron Adams
Frater Sabaechit
Sunwolf

Full Moon in Cancer
Frater Sabaechit

Thought I’d share my ritual, since a lot of stuff I was reading of Nema’s writings, also just getting a 1975 copy of the Law is For All from the local library, and my Sacred Portal session, makes for an interesting combination. On the cover of this The Law is For All is an 11 pointed star with a green snake coiled upward on a downward pointing sword. Around the points of the Star are the letters: N U I T B A B A L O N. Another synchronicity is in the introduction Israel Regardie quotes two diverse pieces on Crowley’s diametrically opposing views on Women.

Here is one extract from Crowley, which I believe some groups might not remember:

“There are to be no regular temples of Nuit and Hadit for They are incommensurables and absolutes. Our religion, therefore, for the people, is the Cult of the Sun, who is our particular star of the Body of Nuit, from whom, in the strictest scientific sense, come this earth, a chilled spark of Him, and all our Light and Life. His vice-regent and representative in the animal kingdom is His cognate symbol the Phallus, representing Love and Liberty, Ra-Hoor-Khuit, like all true Gods, is therefore a Solar-Phallic deity…All those acts which excite the divine in man are proper to the rite of invocation.”

The following are only my associations and not meant to be explanations or a new dogma (shudder the thought). SMILE.

Just how I arrange the puzzle today and look at the present mandala. I always use Full Moon energy for myself, my own growth, learning and fullness. I usually use New Moon rites to help others and the planet.

Full Moon
Sun in Capricorn
Moon in Cancer

Isis Revealing Circle
Revealing Hidden Mysteries
NUTH EQ
Stillness, Present Time, Now. Y-Chronos, Khu, Animus.
Great work, Full Moon rites.
4th Lens “Ultimate Sparks of the Intimate Fire.
Thelema 2 = 0
Mass of Maat 2 + x = 2/0
x = Maat

IPSOS = “IPSE” + OS = “the same mouth”
Cry of the falcon
NA’ton are the magi of the future of the Aion of Maat sending us the means of our evolution, going back the law of the land, nature, and natural living.

Use IPSOS = IPSE + OS as a silent mantra
IPSHOS = IPSHE + OS as a soft spoken mantra
IPSHOSH= IPSHE + OSH as a louder spoken mantra

The Atavistic energy of Maat, Avian consciousness, the Angelic connection through the Enochian keys.

Reptilian Brian-primitive consciousness
Dove Brain—hours, falcon—keen sight

The nature of the ritual is for the magus to lose theirself in the movement of the energy of the rite. The veil of existence of the magickian is but an earthing vehicle for the Current. Khu. Y-Chronos.

Laid out my 37 cards, losing myself in the ritual, the cards and the numerology. It was a wonderful personal experience on many levels. Here are some more notes, continued from the previous notes.

Science of the Intuition. Psychic Arts. Worship the Universe. Celebrate Natural Living. Enjoy sex, pleasure, and all things of rapture. Drink deep to the glory and miracle of life. Don’t let culture, dogma, politics, economics, religion or dislikes stand in my way.

The Star of David mandala that I created from this layout, once I was done (an hour or so later):

In the Middle of the Star: Practical Technology.

At the top point of the Star: Development.

To my upper right facing the star: Nemesis

To my lower right facing the star: Telepathy

At the bottom point of the star: Discouragement

At the lower left: Intuition

At the upper left: Decisiveness

Feels like this full moon I have sharpened my understanding of the great work that I am involved with and my particular tools and lenses. Within the last week I’ve met others who have presented me with their Thelemic work, and even though different, finely tuned in there own way. It seems that the illusion of duality is falling, and that I am attracting those around me who might be another me, and I am another them, just differing variations on a theme.

Our cat Precious gave birth to 4 kitties before my ritual on Friday night, and the first kitty to come out was totally white (Precious is calico and her last litter were mostly orange). Then Saturday afternoon an amazing synchronicity, Kenny a friend from my hometown in Evansville, Indiana called. Kenny actually found me on the internet and found my phone number.

Later his brother Jimmy called. I hadn’t spoken to Jimmy since 1979, 30 years, just before I came to Boulder in 1981. Awesome. Just last week I couldn’t sleep for 24 hours and felt my life passing before my eyes, thinking of these people Kenny, Debbie, Jimmy, Julie, Dave, Terry, Jim, my cousin Jeff, Dwight, Turk, Heidi, Duke, Marcus, Anita, etc and here today talking with Kenny about what has happened to all of them. All in all an excellent rite and corresponding experiences.